Thursday, March 31, 2005
twin: i not sure what colour i wanna dye!! still havent had the chance to think it over. :))))skipped p.o.a class today. i have been skipping classes for NO REASONS. oh no, there is a reason. the TCHRS just suck. oh well, only one that is. i am mean. but so what.
went for math class. saren apparently never made it to class, bet she's drunk with last nights drinking. phew, lucky i deen go or else, i wouldnt even be able to make it back home. :))) after school, went to pasta mania at bugis with cherlyn. and i dont know whats with us, but we decided to do some TAI-TAI'ing that very moment. so yepps, we went to do manicure. i was too excited that i stare so closely at what the lady is doing and cher shouted out that i look so un-glam.
i laughed, she laughed, we both laughed. i chose some weird colour which is called "Glacier Bay" and cher's was "Desire". trust me, the names of the nail polishes are FUNNY. some are called "Cant Help Falling in Love" and some was "Hot Top Yellow". we made a joke out of those names.
and then, the gossiping starts. its more like crapping about some ppl and making fun of them. its very very very funny. i didnt know the girl (cherlyn) i thought i would hate, will become a nice girl to tai-tai with. anyways, we were so attracted to the lady who was doing her pedicure. awwww, the desire to have that pedicure is just so intolerable. but cher gotta rush and so do i, for work that is. so decided to have that wonderful pedicure next week. :)
talking abt work. i feel mean. so damn mean. i keep lying to them i have classes and all. and i think i shld stop this shit soon. 'cos like what my dad said, they really need ppl to help them with their over piling jobs and here i am keep skipping work 'cos of "school" and they might not be happy. but they dont dare to say it out 'cos well, my cousin is their head. BUT THAT IS NOT THE REASON FOR ME OK. i seriously want to work, but is just that sometimes, i am too tired mentally for some stuffs k. i do love the nice ppl there. they are seriously and sincerely nice not just 'cos i have some connections. they are just beautiful people. :) some encouraged me to concentrate on studying and quit, but i just insist on working.
firstly, working takes loads out of my mind and keeps me occupied. secondly, the people are just so nice and i will miss them. thirdly, i think its because of the money. i dont wanna depend on my parents. wanna know why? cos i think i am one big awful spender. yes. i feel bad though pui ser kept telling me there is no condemnation. sighhs. and fourthly, i have yet to find the reason on why i shld quit.
or maybe, i am just taking it on myself. grrrrsss. how tired..
oh wells, dare2play is this saturday. BS is on friday. serving nursery this sunday. dental appointment next week friday. and putting the braces is on some other days which i am sooo looking forward to.
and....
quiting the job will be tommorrow. how "nice". my FOOT. pui! sighsss.
-christine`
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