Wednesday, April 06, 2005
why do people always give me the chance to find out their true personality or why do people always have to be so attention seeking in some way that i have to notice them which in the end, makes me observe them.argh, i just hate it when that happens.
*cant you see the act you are putting on is beginning to show. and ur ability to act further has worn off and its so darn obvious you arnt ur true self for the past few months and you are basically acting like someone else that you are so so not.pls pls pls get away from me. i hate to be in this kind of situation whereby i gotta be a hypocrite of ur personality and start finding out more to detest you. pls stop it!! for once i thought you were real in your behaviour, but i soon to realise the loopholes and the flaws you create. its getting to obvious and yes to very obvious. YOU ARE BASICALLY NOT YOU. you are just trying to be someone else to get loved and notice by other people. i am sorry if i hurt you. but you hurt me more than what you are feeling. i think the quest of a true friend is now out of my doings. i cant seem to be able to get more deceivings which i dont expect to deserve. sorry for being so arrogant but i think i shld just say it all out and this message shld stop here. in case it gets to complicated and sets the mind of the wrong readers to be assuming i am refering to them.*
if anyone of you who reads this msg and the spirit says it cant be you THAN it is NOT YOU. only one person would know its h**.
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