Saturday, July 23, 2005
thanks ah for making fun of me sarcasticly. BIG "THANKS".if it is really funny then well, hope you enjoyed it. i dont even wanna care.
that is for my dad. i reached home and no one's home. that is fine. i called my dad and asked him where they were. he said at johor eating. and that is not fine. i went,"WHAT!!! Then never tell me.."
and guess what he said,"I ask you what time you coming back you say you dont know. You havent eat ah? I thought you say you got party. What you want to eat?"
okies, i am utterly speechless. well i lied abt the party so that laura could come but actually it is more of a surprise den a party. so of course a surprise have no food. sorry abt that. but the thing i am most shocked abt is that you ask what time i am coming back home but you never tell me why you ask. !!!!!
so i simply said "Never mind. I go down buy food myself." then the most infuriating thing is when he said this, "Buy yourself? We buy for you larh, we coming home alr. We bluff you larh. We at the opposite hawker there eating." and thats like OKAY~~~.
so i am totally pissed larh. what do you mean by that man!? ok its a joke i know. but why the h*** will you do that. so i told them that i am gonna cook noodles at home instead. THANKS SO MUCH.
so anyways, service today is sad but sweet. thanks Laoda. really thanks alot. its very very sweet. though i was kinda stunned cos i know that sermon was for me and those who is like me. and its very sweet of you to preach abt that. its sad too larh, cos i think i am gonna give up. i know you are gonna believe with me. but the thing is that the scar is still there. i dont know how to describe on how i feel. whatever examples you gave on how you treated ur parents last time. i did that. and its awful how it feels now. it sucks big time as in totally. so yeah..
next, we were put into our new DARE grps. and ours grp is kinda quiet. but it will get better and better. AMEN! we introduce ourselves and sven came today. at last! but he left quite fast too. nyaha. then after that we had a last song and den the MMs performed a cheer for the leaders. coolness. this is how it goes:
Leaders Leaders jin jia ho,
Dont believe, Jin kang kor,
I say you say what say.
Leaders Leaders ni hen hao,
Dont believe, You goondu,.
I say you say what say.
Leaders Leaders we love you,
Must believe, We love you,
Ai ni Ai ni Ai Wo
Ai ni Ai ni Ai Wo
Ai ni Ai ni Ai Wo
phuu *the girls blows kisses**the guys post like slyvester BUT MORE HANDSOME (:*
and after that i went to buy some snack with tchr joy and tchr yi mei and claudine. meet up with evan, shir and fabian to go home. then joy joined us at a later bit. i almost see the fireworks at city hall there, but when i reached, it stopped. ALWAYS ONE. irritating.
so thats all. friends are my 2nd family. expecially twin and evan. one very sensible, another very hyper. its enuff to balance me up.
so what abt my real family? well all i can say is that its not as bad as last time. but things are not as good as how it was before all started.
i have got like 3 fathers. not that my mom shares 3 husbands larh. choy!
first is Daddy God, second my real dad and third, my god-father which is my dad's elder bro. he is still single though. yeahs. so whenever i got any trouble or what, Daddy God will be the first i run to. thats definite of course. (:
oh and DARE 2 PLAY II is on Sept 10. hope i can go. (:
-criztin`
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